My Expectations and How They Weren’t Met

You don’t seem to give a shit that I am going through it. Not only am I spending another god damn holiday without my family, my boyfriend doesn't want to spend time with me. You been making an effort to be a better man. But that better man is just as selfish as before. I …

Forever Not Good Enough.

One day I'll be worthy enough to spend an entire day with him. Until then, he will continue to choose bicycles, tools, and whatever else is available to pick over spending any time with me. Unfortunately, the only time he doesn't look like he wants to shoot himself in the head, is when we are …

Sneaky Hoe

From the outside looking in I can understand why most think I am 100 clueless about EVERYTHING. Because most of the time I am. Let me tell you that the times where I notice the little things that people assume went right over my head, I wish I hadn't noticed. My mind takes whatever it …

Are you a Sneaky Foe?

I hate it when you're at someone's place and they lose something pretty significant. Everyone that considers you a friend knows that the only thing you would snag without asking first is a few french fries off your plate when you left the room. And even then, as soon as you walked in you'd confess …

Worries

I'm worried all your feels have changed That I'm merely around until the next option comes to light I'm afraid you're hiding things from me. You have privacy with your phone but I can't write anything down without you reading it. It bothers me he was surprised I used the term boyfriend referring to you. …

12/10 I will save me

Why is it so important to have God in your life if you want to beat addiction? People say "God will save you" to me and I get a little bent. I am going to save me. I will do what it takes to become the best version of myself and its no thanks to …

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Ellie Bliss

Perfect Beginning Terribly in love with you soaked inside of my soul head spinnin with infatuation barely a hesitation seen ya sittin there trapt in ya fuckin mind and me just hearin the time tick by im not sleepin a wink tonight so caught up in those eyes then that choke hold it got my …

9/18/18 NO EASY WAY TO SAY IT

Unfortunately when a relationship ends and one isn't as eager to move on as the other, it can be quite heartbreaking for the one who has moved on already. Selfish sounding, I know. In my case, I never had any intention on hurting anyone. In fact, I thought I was doing a damn good job …

9/6/18 Expectations

I keep staring at my laptop trying to figure out where to begin. So many things have happened and changed in the last couple months. The people that I thought I would be standing by until the end of time are gone and I feel lost. I know that everything happens for a reason and …